“Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it with the handle of anxiety or the handle of faith. “

~Henry Ward Beecher

…the days can be so long!

Did the house cleaning today and decided to finally put some boxes up in the attic that had been sitting in the garage for several months. I trucked up the ladder with my trusty, tiny flashlight in hand (actually my mouth as both hands were full) and got about a third of them up there when I noticed that I was very careful about not hitting my head on the light bulb.

Light bulb?

Could that possibly mean there was actually a light fixture up there that is connected to a switch somewhere? And that the switch would turn the bulb on and light up the attic so I wouldn’t have to carry the flashlight up and down with me?

Gaw! But in my defense it was the first time I had been up there since I moved in seven months ago.

Ran out for a few minutes to friend Mik’s house to attend her Sweetie Boy’s sixth birthday. Stayed only a few minutes and rushed back home to wait for something that never came.

Maybe tomorrow.

I really like the quote I picked for this blog entry.

Tonight, as I lay in bed listening to music, I am trying to hold on to the handle of faith for tomorrow and not the handle of anxiety. I just never knew that emotional pain could hurt so bad physically. But I know it is totally up to me as to which handle I choose and this choice will shape my day tomorrow and the days to follow.

How ’bout you? When life is tough and painful, which handle do you reach for?

~Sandy

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6 Responses to “sometimes…”

Bob-kat Says:

It is strange how emotional pain does become physical pain. I get that too.

Good luck. I am sure you will grab the right handle and I hope this lessens the pain.

Michele sent me to say hello.

Brenda Says:

As our good friend Mary D. would say, put on your big girl panties and perk up. The end of summer is always kind of dreary. Now we just have holidays to get through.
After our visit today, I tried to take a nap as you suggested. Unfortunately, Sam the Schnauzer decided he wanted to play. As I dozed off, a wet nose was suddenly stuck unter my chin. When that didn’t work, he placed both paws on my boobs and stood on them. Don’t you need a dog? This one may not live through tomorrow.

-E Says:

It isn’t fair when emotional pain causes you physical ickiness too.

Hope things get better.

Sandy Says:

Bob-Kat and -E: Thanks for the kind words. Things are going to be just fine. I refuse to let it be otherwise! Have a good holiday!

Brenda: Goes to show you all males are alike, LOL!

Denise ~ Says:

{SNORT} what you said to Brenda! Amen sister S

Love you hon! you can always reach for the handle of the phone and I promise not to yell if it’s before or after my 9-9

Michelle Says:

In the end, it’ll be okay. If it’s not okay, it’s not the end. 🙂

Glad to see you’re back to blogging!!

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